Monday, October 28, 2024

I Want to See Again

 

Mark 10:46-52   

Proper 25 / Year B

You will recall our reading a few weeks ago as Jesus and his followers set out on a journey which takes them from the shores of the Sea of Galilee, south along the Jordon River, and ultimately to Jerusalem.  Today’s reading finds this group in Jericho where the way turns east and pilgrims undergo an arduous uphill journey to the Holy City.  How strenuous is it?  Well, let’s just say there is good reason why one of the biblical names for Jerusalem is Mt. Zion!

So here at this turning point, a blind beggar learns Jesus is passing by.  He cries out, “Son of David, have mercy on me.”  He is persistent, yet those around him find him pesky.  The more they attempt to silence him the more determined he becomes.  “Son of David, have mercy on me.”  That he calls Jesus the “Son of David” is significant.  It indicates the blind man links Jesus to the Scriptural tradition the messiah will rise from David’s lineage. 

When Jesus hears him shouting out he stops and instructs his followers, “Call him here.”  The wording here is interesting.  Jesus could have said, “Bring him to me.”  He could have instructed his disciples to help the blind man through the crowds.  He could have worked his way over to where the beggar was seated.  But no, Jesus calls him.  So this, in part, is a story about calling; about the opportunity to find something more substantial than mercy.

Jesus asks him the same question he asked James and John in last Sunday’s reading, “What do you want me to do for you?”  The blind man’s request will be met much more favorably than that of the two disciples.  “My teacher, let me see again.”  Unlike the person in John’s gospel who is blind from birth, this man once could see, but for reasons not revealed by the text became blind at some point in his life. 

Once he could see.  Now he can’t.  I pondered this dynamic and asked a simple question: What was I once able to see, but now am blind to?  My thoughts went in two directions.  The first is our nation. 

There was a time when we thought of us in terms of “we” – we the people.  We were never united by a shared political perspective.  Back in the day we fought over substantive matters, debated solutions, went to the ballot box, and lived graciously with the outcome.  Why, because at our very core we acknowledged our common humanity and the right of each person to be a part of the whole.  We placed this over and above any and every difference between us.  We had respect for one another.

That was when we could see, but somewhere along the way we began to lose our sight.  Now, instead of “we”, we speak in terms of “us” and “them”.  The words we use to describe “us” paint a picture confirming “we” are righteous and good and enlightened and the faithful carriers of our great national heritage.  The words we use to describe “them” are dark: they are dangerous, they don’t love our country, they want to destroy democracy, they are ignorant, they are vermin, they are the enemy who must defeated at all costs.  It doesn’t matter which side of the political landscape you dwell, there are only two sides: those who think like “us” and “them”, those who don’t.  We can longer see anything like “we”.  We, as a people, our blind to the highest ideals on which our country is founded.

So this is one kind of blindness I pondered.  The other is very different and I began to consider it while on our bishop’s clergy retreat last week.  Jim Davis and Michael Graham were our presenters.  They wrote a book titled The Great Dechurching: Who’s Leaving, Why Are They Going, and What Will It Take to Bring Them Back.  They commissioned a large and comprehensive study to discern why people who once went to church no longer do.  How many people are there?  Well, in the last 25 years, 40 million Americans have left churches and other religious institutions.  They were not all members of mainline churches.  Increasingly they are Roman Catholics and Evangelicals.  Davis and Graham drilled down into the massive amount of data they gleaned from 7,000 survey responses. 

Now, we all know people who have left the church and I suspect many of us have our own thoughts as to why they did so.  Davis and Graham opened my eyes to a much more complex reality which, while not necessarily true for everyone of these 40 million people, reveals unexpected insights.  I have to say, I was blind to this before their presentation.

Here are three things I learned.  First, why are people leaving?  Yes, some folks’ decisions are rooted in real pain.  But most folks left the church because they moved.  Other factors, like changes in the family or inconvenient service times, play a factor.  Next, what do they long for from what they left behind?  Most said a sense of community, belonging, and new friendships.  What would bring them back?  Brace yourself… a personal invitation.  These insights, for me at least, restore my sight as to what is going on with declining participation in a religious community such as ours, and what we can do about it.  

And speaking of sight, the blind man has his restored.  Remember a couple of weeks ago when the man who wanted eternal life approached Jesus.  Remember how Jesus extended an invitation to join him on the journey?  Do you remember how the terms and conditions of selling all he owns did not suit him?  Well today, the blind man casts off his cloak, perhaps the only thing he owns, when he comes to Jesus.  When his sight is restored he immediately joins Jesus on the way.  And he must have stayed because years later, when Mark sets out to write his gospel, he remembers his name – Bartimaeus.  As we regain our sight in those areas where we once could see but now are blind, may we do as Bartimaeus did, be willing to divest of the patterns and perspectives we developed during our blindness and join Jesus on the way.