Matthew 6:1-6, 16-21
Ash Wednesday
Jesus
said, “Where your treasure is there will your heart be also.”
When we
use the word treasure today we
typically speak of one of two different things: either some form of wealth or a
precious belonging (which or may not have much of a monetary value). In Jesus day it referred to something
different. The Jerusalem Temple had a
treasury to which people contributed (remember how Jesus once said a poor widow
who put two mites – a couple of pennies – into the treasury box gave more than
anyone else because she gave all she had).
These offerings were used to take care of the priests and to purchase
ceremonial vestments and all the other appointments of the Temple. So, in a sense, when Jesus speaks of treasure
he is talking about the things we keep in our Sacristy along with the windows
and furnishings which make our space sacred.
This
helps us to make sense of what Jesus means when he says, “Store up treasures in
heaven where moth and rust don’t consume (think polishing the brass) and
thieves cannot break in a steal.” All of
these earthly things one day will perish.
Now, obviously we cannot send flower vases and communion chalices to
heaven. So the question about where is
your treasure, is, in some ways, asking what is it that you treasure?
Yvonne
Bertovich is a writer and blogger who, in one post, named the ten things she
treasures most. Listen to her list and
ponder what might be on yours:
Music
Loved Ones
Food &
Nourishment
Shelter
Learning &
Education
Natural Spaces
Plants &
Animals
Culture &
Discovery
Religion &
Spirituality
My Health
Your
list might look a little different or have a different ordering, but Yvonne
helps us to think about what it is exactly that we treasure in life. Notice she does not mention a 401k or clergy
stoles.
So this
is one question: what do you value you?
And the other is in what are you invested? Jesus tells us what we value either will direct
our hearts toward God or it will direct our hearts away from God. He says it is just this simple. What do we have to invest? Well, money of course. We also have time and how we use it is an
investment (ever sat through a bad movie and at the end said, “Well, there are
two hours of my life I can never get back?”).
We can invest effort, energy and work into someone or something. We can invest emotion. The more we invest of ourselves in people or
things, the more we care about them.
Given this, Jesus asks a basic question: Do the things you invest in and
the people you invest in draw you closer to or farther from God?
This is
a good question for us to consider on Ash Wednesday; on a day we remember our
own mortality and recognize we have only one chance to live life and then
ponder if we are living it well. In his
book The Great Divorce, C.S. Lewis
describes fictional characters who go to heaven only to turn back because it is
neither what they want nor expect it to be.
They have spent their entire lives longing for something other than God
and, as a result, when they have a chance to be with God, they turn it down
because they long for something else.
Lewis
discerns an important truth about life.
We are free to choose, free to desire, free to invest as we will. The choices we make have eternal consequences
in that they shape and form us either to love God or to love something
else. The choices we make become
patterns that become habits that become who we are and God honors who we are by
allowing us to receive the blessings or the curses of the choices we make.
In a
few moments we will pray the Litany of Penitence. It is a description of some of the choices we
make: pride, hypocrisy, impatience, self-indulgent appetites and ways, envy,
intemperate love of worldly goods and comforts to name a few. These are things in which we invest ourselves
and, true to our nature, our heart follows.
And once your heart gets settled on something, it becomes you and you
become it.
This is
a day (and Lent is a season) to make an honest self-assessment. On what has your heart become settled? How is it shaping who you are and what you
are becoming? Ponder these questions and
doubtless you will discern those ways in which the treasure-heart-self path is
leading you toward God and a deeper love of your neighbor and doubtless you
will discern ways the path is leading in the other directions, away from love
of God and neighbor.
The
holy season of Lent invites us to a period of discipline and self-denial so we
might die to some of the ways leading us from God and strengthen some of the
ways leading us toward God. I always get
a chuckle from learning what people are giving up for Lent, especially if it is
rhubarb or marathon running. I find
those who want to use Lent to die to self often don’t talk about the specifics
of their Lenten devotion because it is too close and too personal casually to
share with others. This, I think, is
what Jesus is talking about when he teaches about practicing your piety in
secret.
The
goal of Lent is simple. It is to shift
your treasure from one thing to another; to shift how you invest your time,
your money, your energy, and your emotion from something leading you away from
God to something leading you toward God.
The goal of Lent is to die to certain aspects of yourself so that by
Easter you can rise to newness of life with our Resurrected Savior. May God be with each of us over the next
forty days in this time of disciplined dying to our old self in sure and
certain hope God will raise us up to something new and holy.
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